Yesterday was busy busy busy..... :/

Yesterday I was so so so busy I swear I did not sit down until after 5:30 and had been up since 3:00 am I have so much shit on my mind and I need to stop because it is keeping me from getting better.  I took my Mom to get her surgery done on her eye she was higher then a Georgia pine I was laughing at her asking me where are my glasses do I have them on and then I had to take Miss Ellie to get her nails cut because she would not let me do it and I had tried three times and then to take to get into the cat box OMG.... Then she got out of the box on the way.  I told my Mom I was kicking her ASS big time.  Then I had to go take money out of my kids saving which pisses me off to pay my Wal-Mart payment because I am POOR..... :'(  and then I had to go get my glasses so that I can see better then it was time to get the kids.... WHEWWWWWW it was a day.  Then my Mom calls me and says did I loot the little yellow dog that Miss Ellie plays with and then she was crying for it and she could not see to find it so we all went over to find the yellow dog and The Boss found the dog and Miss Ellie was one happy kitten.... Today I am going to Lake Wales to get  the carpet cleaned and then put the house on the MARKET.... I can not do it for sale by owner not today to much I have already done for Gramps Estate and doing all the leg work and I said what I am paying Cliff the big bucks for.. So, from this point on the only thing I will be doing is opening up an Estate account and closing Citizens Trust account... That would be all folks... I am so DONE of DOING EVERYTHING.... I mean it... Ok Off I go I must get there and mow and turn on the water to get that carpet done... It will be a busy day again but tomorrow is FRIDAY thank you GOD..... :)

Today my Mom is having surgery on her eye then we will await the next appt... O-O

Today I am taking my Mom to get her eye surgery done we have to be there a little after 7:00 so I thought I would get up a little early and get a few things done... Playroom check, Lots of toys for ones that don't have any check, Did it while the kids are sleeping because when I do it when they are awake it is oh wait that is my favorite toy ahem yeah not happening.. check!!! Dishes done, The Boss uniforms ready for today because we will be going out of town on Thursday check, SkyeNina's homework done for the week check, Clothes out for the rest of the week check, folded two loads of clothes check, now waking up the Boss to go to make me some MONEY check.... :0) I am so glad that I am able to do something for my Mom she has really been doing a lot for me and the Boss and the kids so I know she is a little scared so I will stay there with her just in case she needs me... I hope that she will not be to out of it I can't handle out of it from her the last time I did that she was trying to lite a cig and the lighter was no where near the cig so I had to lite it for her I thought good LORD must she smoke while under the influence... LMAO... Anyway I got a lot done and I am still so sick I looked at my throat and it is covered with all that white shit.... GROSSSSS.  I did get some really exciting news yesterday all my babies are doing excellent in school. If only Poor Dylan did not have to take the unjust and stupid F-CAT I would be much better starts next week... GRRRRRRR..... :/  Now I am off to help the BOSS get ready for work... I am such a awesome wife and a favorite youngest daughter..... I feel needed and I love that..... Later Peeps.... :0) Have a wonderful day`!~!~!

a few good days....

First we need to welcome a new family member to our list and that would be Miss Ellie.. A kitten 4 months old that I got for my Mother because she got another cat named Joanie and she got her for 5 day and my Mom never even saw her so I told her to call back the lady and to come get the hiding cat and then surprise her with Miss Ellie... She looks almost exactly like Wooshie.. She is so sweet and cute and My Mom was happy she has been happier since she got her... I tried to tell her and warned her that older cats sometimes have issues which of course they and we all do.. But I think I got the right one for my Mother.... :0)  I seems excited and a littler happier now.  She got my kids from school today as the Boss and I had something to take care of.  It turned out wonderful we are hoping for it to continue... I will not speak about it because GOD knows who reads my blogs LQTM... But just know we FEEL GREAT at this point and time.  I am sick yet again which pisses me off but shoot what can I do.. I am so tired I can not sleep it is 4:35 am I am about to start dusting and then maybe I can breathe somewhat.. HEHEEH  A special note to my BBS thank you for stepping it up and keeping close touch with me since Gramps passed away and for texting me A LOT it helps. I love you and them.. To my Mother a special thank you for helping me out so much on all the things I have been doing and for helping with the GRANDS if they could have it their way you would be picking them up daily LMAO....  THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU... :0) I have so much more to talk about but I want to watch the soaps and then wait for the sun to come up so I can get it done... rolling up rugs for the Boss to wash and dusting the house and mopping these floors.. Ahem sure am... I am grateful to have such a wonderful and simply awesome Mom and a BBS that has by back and is doing her thang gonna be get of out college soon so proud of her.  I love you both and extras and pets... XOXOXOOXOXOX :0) Today was a really GOOD DAY... I have not been able to say that in a while... bwhahahhah Getting there I think.....

Thursday and rainy and wet...

Boy we got a really good rain last night and seems to be going to rain all day.... We sure do need it around here.... Spoke with Dr. Barringer this morning and he said they got 3 inches and that Gramps passing was finally in the paper.  He asked me how I was I told him I was doing a little better and he could hear me trying to hold back my tears he told me it was ok and if I needed anything to let him know.  He said the couple that is working on his computer system to work is really wanting to buy Gramps house but I am just not ready yet to let it go.  I have until August that is when the insurance with end and I think I will just hold on for a little while... I am heading to the Dr. again today to get my med's and talk about this cough I have that really hurts.  My Mom is having surgery on her one eye next week and then they will do the other one a week or two later.  I feel so bad for her she got another CAT and it just is not working with her either.  I told her she needed a kitten and to stop with the older cats.. I know it is hard but I just might have to surprise her with a little something something... She is hurt I know I am so sorry that she has gone through two cats that have not worked out.  I think she would love a kitten more because older cats just have a past that might not be so special and you never know what to do with an older one.  We have a blast with mitten moo.. she is fun and wooshie and her are best friends we took mitten moo to get fixed and wooshie was mean to her for a couple of days and now it is back to normal.  The Boss and I have been together for 17 years today he goes by when we met not by when we got married.... LMAO.... We don't always see eye to eye and we have some really bad times and some really good times but I love him with everything I have.  I know GOD created him just for me.  We are going to go over to Granny's this weekend and help her dust that house she can not do that alone and since the eye surgery must be dust free we are going to get it done... Ok must run and get to my appt and then come back and do a few things not many might even dust my house today not promising anything but maybe... LQTM..... I hope everyone has a wonderful day.  And tomorrow is a really big day only a few know what I will tell after I get the news until then you will just have to wonder... BWHAHAHHAHAH :)

One of those weeks.....

It has been one of those weeks where everything I do seems like I keep doing over and over and over... Keep making calls sending in policies and making more calls and canceling this and canceling that and making changes here and making changes there... I thought that is why I got an attorney for who gets the big bucks.  I have done most of the leg work all by myself and after today I am not making any more calls and I will let Suzy handle the rest I am stressed out big time.  I am going why am I doing this so I can get things done faster no more of that.. I have done so much already that I don't know who I have called and who I have not called and I am done.... Tomorrow I go see my Doctor and I know he is going to bitch at me about stressing out and tell me that I need to relax and STOP AND BREATHE....... whewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww and I am PMS'ing at 44 3/4 years old I don't think I should have the heating pad and cramps I am too old for this SHIT... Ok that is all for now as it is raining and I would hate to lose my computer today.... :/

The AFTERMATH.....

Well, today we went to finish cleaning up Gramps house and some of the neighbors came by the two that lived behind him with their three amazing dogs they were all so cute and they were fat fat fat one reminded me of my Mom's father Tippy that looked like a butterball... One looked like Rusty in the face and then some guy that the Boss asked to leave he came in and said may I look to see if I left a screwdriver in the back and at first I did not think anything and then the Boss caught him pulling things off the top counter above the washer and he said to the Boss did you check the attic we both looked at each other and then he got "THE LOOK"... The Boss said look guy I don't know you and it is time you leave he was quick about getting to the door... Then the sweet lady across the street she was black and so little she had a fire a while back and Gramps called 911 for her and let her kids stay with him until they got the fire put out and when she came to get the kids they were all asleep on his couch and had given them blankets and something to eat.  She hugged me and then pulled away I thought at first shoot did I stink and then she looked into my eyes and told me I was an ANGEL and he loved me with everything he had in his heart and she told me he was ok.  I cried....  After everything was done I asked the Boss and kids to give me a few minutes alone and they said ok... I shut the french doors and looked around this big empty house that brought back so many different memories for me as a child and a grown woman with children.  I felt a calm warm feeling and I swear I heard him tell me it was ok and it was time for me to let go... As I turned around to take one last look I swear I saw him and Gram holding hands smiling at me.... I shut the door and said goodbye for now but not forever.... I miss him dearly but now I know he is happy and no more pain and no more hurt... I will try to move forward and pick up the pieces and I know that is what he would want for me...  Today is Easter and a Happy Day my Mom will be over and I can get a hug my Mom gives the best hugs ever...  I told the kids that I was very sorry but the Easter Bunny would have to come another day to see them as him and I were very busy and they said it is ok Momma all we need is you.... I love them... Now I will sit here and try to make cards my computer was not wanting to do what I wanted it to do so I will try again if not out the window it goes..... LQTM.... April is around the corner and I sure hope it is better than March.... March nearly did me in.... So many things happened and I am ready to start FRESH..... Good night my loved ones... :')

A blog about my MOTHER....

Let me tell you all something about my MOTHER.... She is one of the best MOTHER'S anyone could ever have... I have been going through a very hard time lately and she always seems to help me get back on track.. I could never in a million years THANK HER FOR EVERYTHING she has done for me and my kids and the Boss.  She has been a GOD SENT GIFT... My Grandfather getting sick and her stepping up to help me even when she was sick as shit she was there.  No questions asked I called she came.  She is one of those people you can always COUNT ON "YOU KNOW" (insider) LQTM... She has listened, talked, cried and been there every single step of the way for me for many months.  I always tell her THANK YOU and it just never seems like it is enough to me... How do you Thank someone that helps you with everything... :0)  I know I have not always been the best daughter but I know now that I am her favorite "YOUNGEST DAUGHTER".. (insider)  She came over here today and many other days the past few weeks just to say hello and give me a HUG.. I love her hugs... She makes me laugh like no other and she makes me happy and she lets me VENT and she lets me scream and she lets me be me and she sure lets me cry... She is my diamond in the rough and I could never tell her enough how much she means to me.  We have had our ups and downs more ups than downs but she always give me the best advice and her opinion and that is what I need at that moment.  So today I want the whole world to know if you think you have a wonderful MOTHER.... My Mother is the best there is.. I love her like no-one else and I love her with all I have and with all that she made me today... Thank you Mom for being you and for being my Mom and BESTEST FRIEND EVER..... I love you so very much... Thank you for ALL YOU "DO, DID, DONE, DOING, and EVERYTHING...... XOXOXOOXXOOXO :0)   "JUST US 7" we will be getting that done next week I hope.... (insider) wink wink...