Being the big "45" and a blog slacker..... :/

I had an amazing 45th birthday and I got lots of goodies and cake and an arrangement from my sister and cards.  But I tell you the one thing I missed the most was getting a card from my Gramps.  He was always the first one to send me one and he never forgot.  My Mother took me to the Sebring Diner and we had a yummy lunch so good. And then we had ice cream cake and then the fruit arrangement from my BBS.  We had a good day.  I thank everyone so much for making my 45th birthday so special.  I have been staying busy lately trying to keep on my mind off things and doing a little of this and that.  Took Mom to her second eye surgery and everything went well.  I am so happy for her now she can see without glasses except small small prints.  I know that is an amazing feeling for her.  My sister graduated on May 11 and it was awesome and breathtaking and amazing I am so proud of her.  I hope she can find a good job one that treats her like she should be treated.  The house closed today and I know Gramps has been gone since March but this was kinda the end for me.  They say when one door closes another opens.... I am hoping on that.  I have been lonely lately and not feeling so good but it is my nerves but I am starting to calm down some for a while.  I will be glad when July 24th comes around and then the estate with be closed and I can move forward everything is pretty much done and now we wait for the 90 day period thing and then that will be that.  I miss him more some days than others but I am doing better.  Only 15 1/2 more days of school left and I am over the top about that.  Going to get a pool for the summer so we don't have to ask to go anywhere and people don't have to try to be nice and say yes when they really mean no.  And I can not wait until I don't have to get up early and do this and do that... I am one excited Mom.  Thank you Mom again for getting the kids today we both made it at the same times which worked out prefect and we got to visit and that always makes my day.  Ok I have to fold two loads of clothes and get a few more things done then bed time.  The AC guys are coming tomorrow to check to AC to make sure everything is ok for summer well shit since it has been summer since Jan I guess now is a good time to get it done... Ok later Peeps!~!~! Sweet Dreams and until tomorrow... :0)