Monday, July 29, 2013

Places to go things to do oh geeezzzz

Ok, now that I have all my stuff done for the kids to start school... Don't Hate!~!~ But, seriously it was sad all the supplies they needed this year, I thought damn am I supplying the whole entire school or what??? It is sad because someone people just don't have that kind of money or don't care about it because sucker MOTHER'S like me buy all that shit...... Anyway, all has been bought and labeled and pack in their bags to go met teachers on the 15th.  We have so many different things going on in August and I hate to say it I wish it was over already and it has not even started yet.  But, we have to do what we have to do to get it done.  I have 8 different Doctor's appointments in August oh yeah!~!~  I have a feeling it will go by quick and easy but, I am praying the one appointment goes well very well.  I can not believe that summer is almost over.  It went by so fast and we never got to go any where fun or go do anything!!  But, we do have a nice pool and deck and we are having a blast.  I am going to fold two loads of clothes and then go to bed as I spelt all day long because the Dr. changed my med's around AGAIN.. I so dislike that but, that is the breaks when the change and thyroid and everything else is flipping out.  Go folks I will blog again this week I know you miss my blogs... LOL LOL ..... Later Taters!~!~!~!~!~!   :0)  ps. I am very truly blessed and grateful that Gina my Bestest Friend in the whole wide world will be coming down on the 6th and staying with us until the 8th just in case something should happen, I will let the ones who know what it is about after it is all over... Most of you know already.  Prayers are needed and greatly appreciated.  Final count on summer vacation days left:   21 now that is a sad sad number of days... I wonder what will become of those days.... Promises Promises!!!!!!!!!!! We shall see as they say!~!~!~!  LQTM....

Thursday, July 25, 2013

After today it all seems sad and unreal......

Well, today seems to be very sad and unreal.  I can not believe it has been over 4 months since my Grandfather passed away.  It seems like yesterday I was going for weekly visits and running him around Publix losing him because he walked so darn fast.  And missing those three days a week calls to him to check up on him to see how he was doing.  Listening to his wise words of wisdom and thoughts and knowledge was amazing.  He brought such joy to my life, for so many different reasons some of them I can not even explain.  I miss his laugh and smile and him talking about the old days.  I miss his smell.  I miss his love for me.  I know in my heart that he is looking down and watching over me and saying you did it KIDDO~!~  I smile behind my tears, as I would give anything for just one more day with him.  Today, I feel numb and I know that is not what he wanted from me but, now it is my time to heal as I have not had time to do so as I have been going through so many different things I have been putting off so for now, I will take the time I need to heal and grow!!  I will always love you Gramps and can not believe how much you loved me and how much I miss you!!!  Save my seat and give everyone there my love and tell them how much I miss them too!!!  I will see you again one day until then so long Gramps (as you would always say to me so long KIDDO)  Forever in my heart and soul and my mind and my DREAMS............

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Tell let me ya'll something about my MUTHER......

SHE IS THE BEST MUTHER EVER...... JUST US 7 FOR LIFE..... JUST SAYING..... :0)